Sometimes, i wonder. What is happening in me? in my life? is everybody treating me as a person; as a friend or more? or is everybody treating me as a stepping stone? im not important. im exceptional. im just a mistake. i dont feel the world around me. i dont feel the acceptance of me. im too afraid, too skeptical to be able to accept someone new. is everything a game? or jus a spur moment of happiness? sometimes, i wish that someone would be able to hear my sorrows, my misery in a secluded place just for both of us. i dont want any disturbance or any interruption. i just want peace. Silence is golden. its get u to be able to focus more on what ure thinking about. im quite a thinker. but i think of weird stuff sometimes. i wonder why trees grow that way? why is english english? bizarre eh? maybe i was just bored. at times, i needed some solace or maybe some confidence to push me further. but each time i tried, i fall. its hard to get up. i tried so many times, i didnt bother anymore. ppl toy out of boredom. and ppl thought. it's a deceiving world. can anyone understand how insecure i am? maybe everyone is playing a fool on me. someone, pls help me.
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