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appreciate
silence.

i hate it so much. when im forced to do stuff. i dont feel right, comfortable. things will change due to the actions. i dont wanna ruin things. things that i had spend time and effort in. i dont want a bad ending or a bad situation. i hate it totally. its like it might build this barrier in this person and that barrier would stop u from everything u tried to do. its so so bad. i cant think of a way to resolve that problem. its gonna be hard to break thru the barrier. at least it will take another few more efforts. all those things that i have done became nought. darn. some things re just that fragile and it would just break just by touching it. and those things re so hard to mend back. takes years and months of patient efforts. to get it back into one piece but with cracks. whats done is done. argh. i dont know what to do.

stamp'd 15:05

Thursday, September 23, 2004