I felt that i had already got so into you.
even though im not suppose to. and i shouldnt have.
you meant so much to me and when ure not ard.
my spirit erratically become low.
everything seem to be thrashed and turned meaningless.
nothing seem to perk me up other than you.
you're like my joy, happiness, strength, tears and sorrows.
i lived each day, dreading not to talk to u.
talking to you, is my only source of strength.
but each time i tried. im afraid i'll get annoying.
darn. im dead without you ard. (how am i suppose to stop feeling this way?)
life seem to stop. i wished it stopped.
I seriously need to slw myself down.
I cant rush things. I needa chill.
I need to diverse my attention, concentration.
Wait, boy. Wait.
Although i know you re afriad of rejection despite your efforts.
but be cool. things will turn out well. youre good enough.
Although this might be a lil deluding. but. at least. u should be strong.
No one likes a depressing man. Come on!
Yeah. i guess i need to be strong. strong enough even if its gonna be a blow.
Though the saying goes : there's no happiness without sadnesss.
but i guess im feeling sad for nothing. hahas.
think too much eh. but Boy. jus be strong. it will be good.
Spinning..
Keane - Somewhere Only WE Know.
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
