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appreciate
silence.

so bleak, so bleak it seem.
why does it not give any encouragement?
why am i such a letdown?
so much that im longing for o's to end.
so much that im not prepared for it.
my hopes might be thrashed.
my dreams may be trounced.
AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!
i cant take it. its too heavy.
i cant withstand this kinda pain.

forget it. im back. ill be strong. hahas.
im gonna study, study and mug.
screwed it if i dont do well.
itll be worst if i dont do anything bout it.


Spinning..
Senses Fail - One Eight Seven.

stamp'd 23:23

Thursday, October 21, 2004