For the past a week and so, i've been having strange appetite. i dont eat as much as i usually do or have that kinda appetite to finish a meal. on tues, i ate only half a McNuggets Meals and half a bottle of soya bean and thats all for the day. Then, i woke up yesterday morning at 6, not feeling hungry. thats rather normal as i dont have a habit to eat breakfast. i didnt felt like eating even after i came home. my parents thought i was over-stressed that made me loss my appetite. but i guess, its isnt. maybe a portion of it is. then. until like 6 in evening, finally, i ate my first meall of the day. Bbq Chicken Wing Rice. this time, i managed to finished to finish it. but the bad thing bout it is that thats first meal and its at 6 in e evening. for the rest of the day, i didnt eat. i only drank 2 cups of waters. damm. i can actually remmeber eh. theres one more day which i only ate 1takopachi, 1crunch, 1icecream and 4 drinks. and i didnt die from starvation. miraclously, i survived without feeling hungry. those food tasted weird on tha day. damm. im so qualified to be a girl eh. i eat almost the same portion as them and the only differences is the choice of food we eat. damm. what happend to me? i dont know. i just dont have the appetite. i dont feel like eating. food dont tempt me no more. i dont know what got into me. never had i not eat or eat so lil for any of the days that ive lived. i guess maybe i wasnt very contented with life now. cos it aint good. Yesterday was adversity. it was tribulation.
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