oh. i did actually blog previously. but still, im gonna blog now. with jus a blink, 5years passed. i still remembered everything like it was yesterday. okay. i lied. not everything. hehe. but things that really did meant something to me. surely, i couldnt let go of what's once sweet, forbidden and unknwn to me. i struggled, i fought. but havent i reached the end? no. im still at the start. i jus wanna let it be known to you. but time doesnt allow me to. ill be patient. i hope. often, i thought of what im thinking now. but often, im beaten. not physically, but sanely. this time, im sure. ill nt be beaten.
Thursday, November 18, 2004