alright. i complete my poem jus now.
i wrote it for a girl.
but i guess now, its meaningless.
i dont like this feeling now.
dammit. i hate it.
i adhor, i detest, i loathe.
i feel so like crying.
its like everything is falling on me.
like a 100tonne stone dropping right on me.
its so heavy. its almost crashed me.
i stil can hold back my tears.
but i hate this feeling.
its not good. so miserable.
my only hope. my only wish!
is thrown, destroyed. merely in a few seconds.
i told you, boy.
any thing could happen, any time.
see, now u know. u seen it.
how can u deny it?
its impossible.
look, dont despair now.
wish her good.
its nt the end.
but why?!
why did my desire of her grew?
i could write forever. bout how i feel.
though its jus one thing.
but i could write so much about it.
cos its so intricated, so complex.
ergo, i need so much time to express it.
'chances thrown, shattered dream'
ha! ya. dreams re shattered.
i dont want to write no more.
i dont want!
okay. i got it!
heard about the tortoise and rabbit storry?
yeah. the rabbit thought it'll win.
but no. rabbit didnt. the tortoise won.
so yah. im the tortoise.
ill take it slow and steady.
ha! eventually, i guess; i hope i would win the race. =)
Sunday, November 28, 2004
