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appreciate
silence.

doubt anyone would happen to read this entry
due to my disappearance for such a long time.
no. im not busy or am i preoccupied.
neglected this blog. thats what i did.
basically, everyday, everyother day,
its been the same. im jobless. im a bum.
i sleep early in the morning at 4.
and wake early in the afternoon at 3.
yes. im early. am i not? (:
days that ive lived, were all at home.
i presume i had been at home for 3weeks.
and i only been out for 4times. 5times the most.
ive been home all day. all night.
neither did i step out the door one step.
after i wake, i sat on this very chair.
and my day passes by. games. chats. food.
that made my day. the next day, food, chat, games.
ha. its routine no? hehe.
i've been rather quiet when im out.
not because im miserable, im mad at people.
or i hate to talk. i cant withstand some blow.
neither am i ill, nor did i jus awake.
im perfectly fine. thanks for your concern.
i know im not what i used to be. but still, im fine.
yeah. there's changes. but not due to issues.
but i guess its just a part of me.
that you peeps didnt see. or did i show.

stamp'd 20:39

Thursday, February 03, 2005