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silence.

okay, i forgot that i havent been blogging.
though at times of the days, i will come and check for comments.
but havent i realise that i didnt blog..
so now to stop some of my irregularity.
i shall blog again. haha.
so this week of school havent been too good.
been pretty lousy actually.
i came back to school on monday and was so clueless bout everything.
i missed out so mych during my three day MC.
and definitely, that got me so stressed up in class.
so wanna get out there and have some fun, realise some stress.
and you know ngee ann is so FULL of people. i cant find ANYONE to out.
so depressing, so not fun la! haha. and patheticly, i went home.
bukit timah road, adams road, lornie road, marymount, ang mo kio. HOUGANG!
one whole hour of a trip. one whole hour of MD-ing. not too bad afterall.
and yes, i MD all days of my trip to school and back home.
its fun, so listening to music all the time, but sometimes, i talked to friends.
then came about tuesday, hmm, it follows after monday eh.
so fun about it yea. hahas. had a computer programming test. OH OH!
writing my entire brains out on the piece of paper. brain-raking. seriously!
at fourthirty p.m of the day. had my last day of guitar lesson.
yea, we didnt play no guitar. we were jus talking. talking bout how to self-learn.
then end of lessons, not that i graduated. but i quitted. time constraint! school!
i had a lil snacks and then i went home on the train.
oh yes, i thought that was the day, but no, i met a old friend.
knew her back then when i was only sectwo, which was twothousandOone.
and sadly, i couldnt remember her name. well, i can only remember her friend's name.
audrey, but still, with that, didnt get me anywhere to remember her name.
i plucked out ALL my courage. haha. and i went up to her.
"you're from sjc, ain't it?"
"ya, youre the yuying guy right?"
"yeayea, whats your name again eh?"
"jasmine."
"oh! jasmine, i forgot your name. oh, so sorry"
catch up with her a lil, got her number. and i was happy but quite a dissappointment, i am.
after tuesday follows wednesday. yes, in sequence.
i couldnt wake up in time, no actually, i woke at eightthirty, thinking that class starts at eight.
blurryly, i took a cab, "uncle, ngee ann poly"
woahh, CTE, AYE, NGEE ANN! so happening! i reached school at nine-twentyfive.
not too late for class. but EIGHTEEN BUCKS cab fare.
too hardcore. too experiencing. too fierce. too much of a killer.
still ain't too completed of my traumatising exprience. i found out class starts at nine!
damm, i should have cab to lornie road and bus-ed to school instead.
since, my attendance is already ticked. hmmm..
oh wells, tend to be inattentive during class cause i barely understand anything.
then again, i realise that common test is coming, i should be muggin.
well, i tryna catch up as much as i can, pretty well for all.
except electrical pract and elect technology.
what am i gonna do about my electrical practical?
i hardly know how to connect those circuit together. not as easy as you peeps think it is.
right, theres numbers that you have to follow to have a close circuit.
so that makes it tougher than it is suppose to be basically.
oh wells, i will definitely try to make the best outta it for that pract test.
have hopes to get into the university, so i hatta try to score well.
okay, tryna go short for thursday alright? heheh.
thursday, school starts at one. WOO! can sleep till late. i love thursday.
i went to school, had only two class. so i attended the first.
then before i go to my second class of the day, usually, everyone would go to the LOO, no?
yes, then something of a real deal happened. this dope left his laptop in the cubicle.
not jus that, i went in to the cubicle. and WOAH! so better than a handphone LA!
and then, i went out of the cubicle. there was this man looking all furious at me.
okay. i was exaggerating, he jus looked at me eh. so i returned him the laptop.
i did the right thing, im being righteous alright! hohoho!
right, then come friday, i got back my test paper and oh wells, to think that i wont do well.
but no, a whole new different story! oh yeah! hooray! score eighty-five boy, eighty-five.
quite satisfied with myself scoring that for my computer programming test.
but then again, the weightage of the test aint too much to matter overall.
so still, i have to score for my practical test, but with that result, i can!
and finally, i manage to go out with my EX-girlfriend.
well, i didnt go out with her ever since we broke off, sad, isn't it?
we merely bump into each other which was quite seldom.
and we only meet up for a while or two when she comes to NP.
to think that if i am not in NP, i guess i wont be seeing much of her.
yes, i miss times with her. i always wanna get out there with her.
but i always dont have the chances to. you know, the restriction of his boy?
well, oh well, will be good if we can out some other time.
yea. would surely be looking forward to it. (:
so, yes, friday, we went to watch 'Intial D'. though not alone jus with her
but with a companion of another friend, we still have fun.
but before the companion of another friend, we went shopping alone together. haha. :p
was shopping for her, looking around all the girly shops, giving comments and all.
didnt go shopping with any girls before, guess she's the first.
then after we shop, we meet our companion. then only, we went for dinner.
after dinner, we watch the movie. then took the train home.
oh wells, my weekdays have end. here comes the weekend, more fun, more fun.
saturday is today. oh church oh church. more of hanging out, more of praising god.
hmm. come to think about it, maybe my week wasnt that lousy but happening eh. hehe.
oh yeahie yeah! till then, i figured i've wrote alot, havent i?
stopping here. STOP! (:

stamp'd 12:57

Saturday, July 02, 2005