let it burn
appreciate
silence.
well, i dont feel like typing much.
so i would do a summary.
term break started.
it dont seem like one at all.
i have to go back to school like for threedays.
oh thats bad enough. cos i only have a week's break.
well well, last saturaday didnt go too well.
it was bad. so bad that i didnt expect it all.
my dad got real cranked up and started being unreasonable.
he got his mind totally insane and have problems with anger management.
with a poor anger management, it leads to a poor handling of problems.
oh well, i got dragged in then. as expected, there was tension and anger.
i really hate talking bout this. thats it for that.
then today, my mom left my skateboard in the bathroom while she mopped the floor.
oh yea. i dont mind that at all. but obliviously, my sis went in and took a bathe.
and that definitely got my whole board wet. i was so fussed up and i was not sane.
i mean, my board CANNOT afford to touch water. its like an irreversible act.
water spoils my board. oh well. whatever. its already done.
i was out today and i got no clue why i kept knocking my head against something.
first, its was on the bus. i stood up and had a HARD knock on my head.
ouch, that was silly. then, in the changing room, was taking out my shirt
and i dont know how i move around and knock my head again!
bad oh bad. the saturday issue and the board issue is really coming up
at the wrongest time. i havent got over the saturday issue. it was too afflicting.
and now, this board issue is already coming up.
i got absolutely no clue why i got so mad over my deck getting wet even though
i dont skate no more. i guess i jus wanna keep it in a good state.
oh well. i had enough of my ranting. and i jus hope that the rest of my week
wont be bad. please let it be good.
hey boys and girls, im gone!
Wednesday, July 13, 2005