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appreciate
silence.

i had this thought in my head when i was on the bus home.
when i think of starting a relationship now,
i would imagine how bad it would be like after the breakup.
how we would no longer talk like we used to.
how we would not laugh at things that we thought it was funny.
how i would not receive her msgs and how she will not smile upon receiving mine.
how i cant jus pick up the phone and gimme her a ring as and when i like.
how i would feel that sinking feeling in me at times when i miss her.
how miserable i would feel thinking bout all the sweet things she had done for me.
and how i might not have treat her better and how i missed out on her.
its not like its gonna be a breakup. but its jus something fearful bout it.
if breakin up after a relationship, means an end to a friendship.
i rather NOT confess any word of mine to her.
i would rather cling on tight to my words and guts,
than to screw up everything eventually. at least for that,
i could still keep those bitter-sweet memories with me.
and smile bout it when it comes to my mind in the future.
how sweet and heart-warming could that be like..
oh well oh well, its jus a thought, aint it?


but wait, not all relationships means a breakup okay!

stamp'd 02:59

Sunday, July 17, 2005