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appreciate
silence.

sometimes i feel so stupid when i dont know what to say.
sometimes i feel so dumb when i cant get the simplest thing right.
sometimes i feel like im always blamed although i tot that i did right.
sometimes i feel like i dont know how to start a conversation.
sometimes i feel like i dont know what to say to you.
sometimes i feel like im left alone just because i dont know what to say.
sometimes i feel like i dont have a partner.
sometimes i feel like noone understands me here in this earth.
sometimes i feel like im standing alone although everyone's near.
sometimes i feel like nobody knows me.
sometimes i feel like im lousy with everything.
sometimes i feel like i cant get anything right, anything straight.
sometiems i feel like i always say the wrongest things.
sometimes i feel like i dont wanna be here anymore.
sometimes i feel like i shouldnt even be here.
sometimes i feel like i just want someone to be by me.
sometimes i feel like i am simple, down-to-earth.
sometimes i feel like i am too simple.
sometimes i feel like im very happy.
sometimes i feel like no one bothers me.
sometimes i feel like i need somebody to talk to me.
sometimes i feel like i need somebody to lemme know that im important.
sometimes i feel like i need you so much closer.
sometimes i feel like i want you people to talk to me more.
sometimes i feel like everyone hates me.
sometimes i feel like everyone is joking with me.
sometimes i feel like im not important. everyone's fooling me.
sometimes i feel like im the most boring person ever.
sometimes i feel like im useless in many ways.
sometimes i feel like crying it all out.
sometimes i feel like this thoughts re fakes.
sometimes i feel like im always kidding all the time.
but this time, i think im not.

stamp'd 04:04

Thursday, October 20, 2005