im trying to perk myself up now!
but no matter how much i tried to chill.
how much i try to not think about it and let it pass.
and hoping that someone would come by
tell me a good joke, and i would be laughing and smiling.
but none of them happened.
its like downfall all the way since then.
why cant people just take things a lil bit more seriously?
sometimes, i dont have any intention behind anything at all.
but everyone seem to think there is.
its good if they re just joking, i hope and i know they re.
but wouldnt there be any hurting be done subconsciously?
why cant everyone just be pure, simple and maybe similar?
i know! because they wont be changes, improvement and others.
if everyone were to be the same, this world would be boring.
no, maybe it wouldnt be. since everyone would be doing just about the same things.
there wouldnt be problems, there wouldnt be complains, things would be almost perfect.
but many times, people would take the present world into comparsion with that.
and that makes it seem like it is boring.
but there wouldnt be happiness too.
but see, how would i know if there wont be happiness?
cos in this present moment, if nothing special or interesting will to happen,
its boring, aint it?
but then again,
Happiness is in the doing, not what you want.
so, if everyone were to be the same, everyone would probably have the same thinking.
then, similar people find it interesting to do what they do,
they would be happy too, no?
Thursday, November 10, 2005